Friday, June 30
exercise. blah. - Friday, June 30, 2006
Okay, i just revamped our blog. Check it out.-Actually, i'm pretty tired from the 1 & a half hr exercise period. I bet i'm gonna be limping tmr.
They are coming back in 2days. =D! But sadly, only for 3wks. ='( Then we'll be oceans apart again. I just don't do well with goodbyes cos i always end up tearing.
When Christie went over to study, I couldn't help but tear tho I knew she'd be back like in a mth's time. I tried really hard to hold back the tears but duh, couldn't. & that resulted in this guy saying, ' OH KELLY'S CRYING!' then naturally, everyone looked at me. shucks.
So you can imagine what happened when i sent Aaron & family off at the airport. Mom & aunts start crying. So sis starts crying. Then cheryl tries to smile & starts to tear too. Then viola, i cry too. & i couldn't stop for like 20min. & continued every time i missed them. Aaron was trying to act macho. & his dad just came up to me & said ' oei lil niece, i'm not dead yet you know?'
Yar, his dad always manages to put that bit of humour in every sad situation. I think Aaron got that from him, that charisma to make others laugh. There was once when i was really down(at my cousin's wake)& he decided to brighten my day. He put two vitagen straws upper jaw & gave me that geeky smile.& that as i remembered, was the first smile i had in 4days.
I have the sudden urge to go to St Anne's church just to sit by her urn, & just talk. That's something i haven't done for too long of a time. Maybe one day i'll upload a pic of her. So the world will know they lost someone special & didn't even know it.
He doesn't know this, but i depend on him way more than he realises.
so cousiee, come back safely.
-kel